Last time I wrote about
the major public anniversary coming in October: the 50th anniversary of the
start of Vatican Council II (see CrossCurrents
#365). But now I want to share my
thoughts about a more personal anniversary.
Forty years ago this summer
I packed my belongings into my “brand-new” used Volkswagen (actually so old it
lacked a gas gauge!) and drove from Boston to Washington, DC bearing my newly-minted
master’s degree. I was starting my contract as the first full-time director of
religious education at Saint Mary of the Mills Parish in Laurel, Maryland--a
parish with a 1200-student CCD program, a grammar school, and an affiliated
high school just across the street.
I was all of 23 ½ years old.
Parish life was already polarized between two
extremes: those opposed to “The Changes” and those frustrated by change’s “slow”
pace. In between were two other groups:
those happy with the renewal they experienced, and those who were either
confused or apathetic and just went along.
The liturgical renewal of
Vatican II was still under way (no Communion in the hand yet, and most people
still received Communion kneeling at a rail).
The idea of a lay person
on the parish payroll performing ministry was still a brand new idea. At that
time the parish staff consisted of 3 priests and me! Parish councils were in
their infancy. Parish staffs were just
beginning to build teamwork.
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That was 40 years ago. Since then, I’ve devoted virtually my entire working life
to addressing those challenges of renewal, almost always on the parish level. I’ve worked in the trenches of more than 150
parishes in more than a dozen dioceses.
Naturally enough, reaching my 40th anniversary causes me to pause and
take stock.
I belong, of course, to a
generation that believed “the whole world is watching,” a generation committed
to “making a difference,” a generation determined to “Question Authority” but
convinced that “We Shall Overcome.”
I saw my career
contributing to the reshaping of Catholicism promoted by Vatican II, and I
hoped that the reshaping of Catholic life would also renew American life (that
first year brought not only Roe v. Wade but the Christmas bombing of North
Vietnam and Watergate scandal) in a way conventional politics could not.
So as I look back, as a
child of both the 1960s and Vatican II, I cannot avoid asking myself: “How far have we come?”
If this were only 10
years later (1982), I would say we have come quite a way. In 1982, Catholicism in general is at a public high point due to the travels of John-Paul II. Liturgical renewal has produced spreading
pockets of good liturgy, participation in singing and liturgical ministries is
up, changes in funerals and weddings and baptisms and confirmation have improved
them all, and we’ve begun to evangelize through the RCIA. Parish councils and staffs are now well
established, and clergy-lay collaboration is becoming the norm for parish
leadership (even if most folks are still learning how to do it).
If this were 1992 (that
is, 20 years into my career) I’d say the post-Conciliar reforms are well
established. Whether or not they are
practiced well, they’re now the routine ways people have come to expect. There
is no going back. True, the pressures from secular culture are still chipping
away at the attitudes, values, and lifestyles of Catholics. By now church participation is no longer one
of life’s routine obligations. It has
become an optional leisure activity, and must now compete for our time with the
exploding leisure options around us (cable TV is widespread although email and
the Internet are not yet).
By 2002 (30 years in) things have begun to turn sour. The sex-abuse scandal is breaking wide open, Bernard Law has resigned in disgrace, the priest shortage is hitting even the largest dioceses, Mass attendance is declining, parish leadership on all levels is aging as younger Catholics drift (or even run) away.
The last 10 years have
been no easier. In my parish work I now
often encounter widespread discouragement, anxiety, and some anger. For millions of rank and file Catholics, especially
Boomer-age parents of grown, church- alienated children, the current situation
can be depressing. But for someone like
me, whose career is involved, it poses the specter of a professional life-journey
wasted on the wrong path.
After investing 40 years
of my life on the renewal of our Church, I naturally want to say that our
progress proves I have made a sound investment.
But practically speaking, this begs the question: What have we got to show for the last 40 years of renewal in the Catholic
Church?
Friends know me as
chronically critical but eternally optimistic, and despite all signs to the
contrary I persist in believing that we as Church are better off than we were
before my career began (or, at least, better off than before the Council began).
Granting that the last 40
years have brought dramatic growing pains and horrific failures, and granting
that too many of these remain unresolved, still I would argue that the Catholic
Church today is not only dramatically different, but also dramatically better,
than it was 40 or 50 or 60 years ago.
IRONY: The old-time pictures depict a woman put off a train "somewhere between Baltimore and LAUREL" for smoking! |
Midway between the end of
Vatican II and the beginning of my career, Phillip Morris introduced their new
Virginia Slims cigarettes with the slogan “You’ve
come a long way, baby.” Looking back, it seems either comic or prophetic to
have used a cigarette to celebrate women’s liberation. But the slogan itself perfectly expressed the
sense of accomplishment that follows a successful historic milestone.
Is it still possible, in
2012, to look at the Catholic Church and say “You’ve come a long way baby”?
Next time I will explain why my answer is “yes.”
Next: 10
reasons why Catholicism is better off 40 years later.
© Bernard F. Swain PhD 2011
Thank you Bernie for your commitment and, at times, heroic work. I know the passion and joy you bring and the good accomplished because of your insight,intelligence and faithfulness.
ReplyDeleteI know we are better off than we were - even if we have had bitterness and heartache. Joy fills my heart when I see a Catholic woman teaching Scripture, when I see Catholic women studying theology, when I know Catholic women as lawyers in diocesan tribunals. And in the wake of the horrors of sex abuse, I am heartened and proud of the work that good women and men are doing in creating safe environments,instructing young people in how to keep safe, in creating a more open and honest Church.
I am looking forward to the next installment of your blog!!
Bravo.
Thanks for 3 things: your kind words, your hope, and your contribution to this blog.
ReplyDeleteI desire a genuine forum, but church folk often hesitate to commit themselves in "public"--and that is holding us all back! Perhaps your willingness to comment will encourage others.
ONE suggestion: consider adopting a "pen" name online, so we can tell YOU from all the other "anonymouses" out there.